---Mood--- Sweaty... I think that could be considered a mood
---Music--- Senses Fail- Bite to Break the Skin

So this week was by far been the best week ever!!

THE MUTHA FUCKIN MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE AND THE USED CONCERT IS TOMORROW AT 5PM!!!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!



BAILEY E!

---Mood--- A bit sickly but good
---Music--- Jacob singing in the background

---Mood--- A bit tired and exhausted
---Music--- Bowling For Soup- Almost

Had school today ugh I so didn't want to go... but it was rather interesting.....

Last night Jacob came over and helping me with my song for creative writing and it was really good..

Wes Kurt and Poncho are coming back up this weekend to move in Wes and Kurt's crap not into my place they are renting an apartment like 5 blocks down this is gonna be so great

Oh big news! Jacob, Wes, Poncho, Kurt, Vicky, and I are all going to Cali for Spring Break! we're gonna stay are my aunt's the 22nd-30th its gonna be super fun! I'm stoked!

Yeah but there is a dance-o-thon our at some frat house should be fun... So I'm gonna go get ready tootles


Bailey E Motha Fuckas!

---Mood--- Good how can you be bad when your eating jelly beans
---Music--- Save Me Unwriiten Law

Ok so wow past few days.... I can't even remember so much has been going on and been happening so fast!

Thurs wow school was really exciting for some reason someone got stabbed! it was crazy that was the bad excitment but lots of good things happened! after school I had to go over to the hospital to talk to my doctor ugh! that man is super hot... and he's a doctor which makes it 10 times better!

Friday wow it was crazy me and a few peole went out for lunch right after that me and Vicky went shopping.... came home for 2.5 minutes Jacob showed up and left with him to go see Million Dollar Baby... it was different.... after that we got some dinner and went to this weird I guess "punk rock" club it was fun for the most part there was an awesome band there! but I came home around 3am Jacob pasted out of my floor.....

U.S. NAVY!!! MARCH 13TH? I FUCKING HOPE SO!!!!!!!

YES GUYS I'M SIGNING UP FOR THE NAVY AND SO EXCITED!!!!!

LIFE IS CRAZY RIGHT NOW AND SO GOOD I HAVE AN AWESOME BOYFRIEND AND EVERYTHING IS WONDERFUL!!! I'LL BE BACK LATER AND UPDATE YALL PEACE OUT!


B.R.E.

---Mood--- Wonderful
---Music--- Slipknot The Heretic Anthem



Tay called me today!!!!! I was so excited!

And that's all besides the fact I lost 4 people in the past what week 2 to death and other 2 to my stupidity gawd flippin idiot!!!!!!

Ok I'm done

Bailey!

Corey Taylor is my fucking hero!

http://www.black-goat.com/prof_corey.php


Everybody's so infatuated
Everybody's so completely sure of what we are
Everybody defamates from miles away
But face to face, they haven't got a thing to say
I bleed for this and I bleed for you
Still you look in my face like I'm somebody new
TOY - nobody wants anything I've got
Which is fine, because you're made of
Everything - I'm - NOT

---Mood--- Mellow
---Music--- Ashlee Simpson 'Love Me For Me'

I went back to work today.. I haven't been there for awhile cause I was sick and supposed to be in Cali. It was rather fun I love the people in my classes.. their so awesome! But I'm a bit sore.. :(

Went and got another plane ticket for Cali. I didn't go this past weekend cause of well drama and my own stupidity. My aunt there was pretty pissed off cause she made all these plans to do things with me but whatcha gonna do? Shit happens... But I got two tickets for this weekend one for me and one for someone else... got to see if they want to go with me and if not I gotta find someone else.....

Ugh! I'm still sick and it won't go away I feel like crap!!!

Wow.... My Chemical Romance concert is in.... 16 days and Slipknot is in 18 I'm so excited I haven't been to a concert in forever! oh by the way Wes and Kurt and moving up here! and Poncho is thinking about it.. holy crap if they did my whole band would be here!!! We had a concert to do this last Friday but I was supposed to go to Cali and it got canceled I was pissed.... but we'll get back into the game soon....

I decided to dye my "hair" brown and it looks good I like it alot....

Man last night was such a horrible night and I mean horrible... my mom called and told me my uncle died and wow so many things, so many bad things happened out of no where and I swear I was two seconds away from killing myself and I'm serious I was going to my kitchen to get whatever I might use... but then my doorbell rang and it was Jacob and we sat around and talked... he spent the night with me and we dyed my hair it was exciting... and helped alot I'm doing better today...

I've written 3 songs in the past two days its crazy...

Wow but now I'm going to go watch Oprah cause it makes me happy and then I'm going to go make a visit to someone

-Bailey Ryan

-I miss you... I can't stop thinking about you... Your in my dreams.... I thought this would be so much easier but its not, its really isn't that easy, and I'm afraid it might be that easy for you.....

Yeah well I really need somewhere to write my thoughts out and I decided to bring my blog back from the dead... so yeah I'll be back with more depressing and some happy parts of my life but for now must design this baby like I want it.

-Bailey